CW: -
HW: -
LW: 87

razors pain you;
rivers are damp;
acids stain you;
and drugs cause cramps;
guns aren't lawful;
nooses give;
gas smells awful;
you might as well live.


wandering souls

Zombie Hand - Precision Select

I love you twice for every breathe I’ve ever taken.

I love you three times for everytime my heart has stopped for you.

I love you more than the sun shines at 1 o’clock on a hot June day.

I love you four times for every curl in your hair.

I love you five times for every drop of coffee I’ve had.

I love you more than the number of snowflakes that will fall on our heads this winter.

I love you six times more than all the times I’ve said “I love you”

and seven times for all our kisses.

I even love you more than the highest pitch in our voice when we yell.

I love you for every bruised knuckle. 

I love you for every word you’ve ever written for me. 

I love you for every tear that’s ever run down your cheek.

I love you for every dirty shirt you’ve ever worn.

I love you more than all the times you’ve made me turn up the TV volume.

I love you for all the money you’ve spent on me,

and all the times we’ve made love.

I love you more than all the polka dots on my bed. 

I love you more than every bad dinner we’ve had.

I love you every




moment. forever.

I feel so impossibly lost.
the best thing I’ve ever heard.

joey: what if we have a daughter? and she has an eating disorder? do you want to have to tell her you weren’t strong enough to beat it?

me: ….

joey: that you starved yourself and made yourself throw up? 

joey: or do you want to tell her that she can be strong enough to beat it just like you did? 

me: crying. 

"just..i thought you didn’t like him." 

"i don’t like him. i love him."

"you keep saying you’re eating like a pig, yet you look like you haven’t gained a pound."

if only it were that way.

And thus begins another round of restriction.
"I swear I never gave up on you."


My cat is perf.

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empty and numb. the best combination.

“If only, if only” the woodpecker sighs, “The bark on the tree was as soft as the skies.”
As the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely
As he cries to the moon, “If only, if only.”


I love you Carolynnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. 

(Source: notanotherbite)

close to a sexual encounter with another chick.

it’s quite rare for me. and it was kinda weird since she was my best friend. 

(Source: notanotherbite)

Reblog so people know who you are.

Name: Cheyenne Courtney Caudillo
Tumblr Name: notanotherbite, plurorgtfo, dreamhouuse
Nickname(s): Chey (said like shey or shy)
Birthday: September 25
Relationship Status: happily taken.
Random fact about you: hard to impress, even harder to win over.
Hobbies/Interests: sleeping, blogging, daydreaming, writing, painting, cats.
Do you smoke/drink: smoke. 
Why Tumblr?: because fuck you.

(via murderized)

The last few days I haven’t recorded anything on my intake log because I’m a fat, disgusting, repulsive, failure. And that is all I am.

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